so nervous...update

okay, so now i'm even more nervous b/c i've committed to becoming a thirty-one consultant. (i even have my first party scheduled...thanks courtney) i am absolutely TERRIFIED! i am not a great public speaker and am scared that i'm not going to do well. i do not do very well w/failure. jared seems to think it will be really good for me to do something outside of collin and dlg...something's that's just for me. we'll see. guess if it doesn't work out at least i'll get some nice stuff as a souvenir of this endeavour.