so nervous...

so i hate putting myself out there b/c of fear of rejection but i bit the bullet, so to speak, and emailed most everyone in my address book to see if they would be willing to host a party for me if i start selling the thirty-one bags. i hate feeling like a stupid high school kid. i shouldn't be worried about this kind of stuff at 31. oh well...fingers crossed that i'll get at least a few responses.